YOUR ADDICTION.

Monday, December 7, 2009 { 1:09 PM }

This is Jeremy Manongdo, otherwise known as Passion.
He's really awesome ♥

She’s my sunshine in the rain
My Tylenol when I'm in pain yeah
Let me tell you what she means to me
Like a tall glass of lemonade
When it’s burnin’ hot on summer days
She’s exactly what I need

She’s soothing like the ocean rushing on the sand
She takes care of me
And she helps me be a better man
She’s so beautiful, sometimes I stop to close my eyes
She’s exactly what I need

She’s my smile when I’m feelin’ blue
My good night sleep when the day is through
Let me tell you what she means to me
(She’s kinda like this)
Kinda like the feelin’ after your first kiss
Except that Everyday she makes me feel like this
She’s exactly what I need

She’s soothing like the ocean rushing on the sand
She takes care of me
And she helps me be a better man
She’s so beautiful, sometimes I stop to close my eyes
She’s exactly what I need

someone please sing this song to me :)

Friday, December 4, 2009 { 3:01 PM }

we used to be close, all three of us. but circumstances changed abang and made him more reserved. things he went through, i dont think i'd have the strength to pull through. waiting outside the Emergency Centre at NUH yesterday made me think. i thought Allah was being unfair to my mother and my elder brother. my elder brother is always getting sick and my mother is always thrown with challenges in life, i think she's had more than enough. it was real tough seeing my mother cry yesterday, the first after abang's cancer period. she looked so petrified, so vulnerable, it made me scared. it was like a similar scenario i had been through around 4 years ago and i swear i'd do anything to not have to go through that again. abg had asthma, cancer, and i didnt know what was going to happen to him. honestly, i was really really scared for him, i wished it was me inside there, not him. i bet he's sick of the hospital. the scent of dead skin on a linoleum floor. the scent of quarantine wings in a hospital. he's been there too many a times and i'm sure he doesnt want my mother to keep worrying about him. but alhamdulillah, everything's fine now. his gums were bleeding because 4 wisdom tooth wanted to grow but the jaw bones prevented them from growing. he showed me a video he took while he was in the toilet, and it was terribly disgusting.

the more i thought about it, the more i realised. Allah loves us, loves my family. that's why he keeps putting us through situations like this. there he goes again, giving me another chance yet to right my wrongs, indirectly.

Saturday, November 21, 2009 { 2:00 AM }

hugs for all of the people who have been helping me out this year &getting me through my O Level! without you guys, i would probably be prioritizing wrongly and not focus. Thank you guys so much for encouraging me along the way. I hope i do well! Amin (:

Wednesday, November 11, 2009 { 4:58 PM }

i never thought i'd be feeling this way about an artiste. his sound and music grasps my soul, pretty much making me addicted to every single song. it feels like im falling in love all over again. his energy is so infectious that i am sure it will be dominating the world in the near future. the thing is, i've never seen anyone like him. a producer &a graduate from an ivy league university, now he's introducing himself as an artiste. the way he spends his time in the studio, going kooky making beats from one morning to the next. he brings about a special kind of swag that really turns me on &he has a sentimental side to him that captures my attention. he can practically play every musical instrument you can find in this universe &find a fucking awesome beat for a new song. i totally have no idea how to describe this feeling. mesmerized? spellbound? magnetized? captivated? alah, all the above! i cant wait for Transition to arrive in Singapore, i hope it does. i should go ask him. i really love it how he is so in touch with his fans, listening to what they have to say &that kind of shit. like i said, R doesnt get enough props and press for the sick beats he make. he's a real beast. i have to meet him one day. i just really have to. it would really be an honour. i love love youuuuuuuuuuuuu! <3>

fresh like the kiss of morning dew